I love you Mommy. Even though we had our differences we were the same person. Even though I stole my money from you and there is nothing left for us to survive on, I ask for your forgiveness just to stop my homelessness. I glad you did me the way you did do me after finding out about the cancer, You protected me from what we went through with granny. I would have cleaned you. I would have gave you your medicines, I would have sacrificed my life for you but you would not let me. I thank you . I love you I miss you. I'm homesick. Please find it in your heart to forgive me so God can give you a second chance to raise me right. I pray for your safe return Because you did the best at me. Please forgive me so we can have our talk with GOD. Think about it. Well I am going to beg for some money to make ends meet. Our daughter Airryn has held me down when I lost you. But I know you still here.