Justin Cole

I have 2 fond memories of my great nephew, the first one was at the family reunion we had in California in 1999, this little man put on a show dancing....poppin and rockin, he had all the moves down pat and was smiling the whole time, as soon as I find those pics I'll post them. The second was a trip to Florida with my son AJ who is the same age, we went to Disney World and my son stayed near him the whole time, when they went to ride the bumper cars, my son didn't want to drive, Justin said I'll drive and off they went. You would have thought he had been driving for years, before they had went around the track, Justin was leaning to the side and driving with one hand, lol. My son still remembers that, they were about 9-10 yrs old then. Justin, thank you for being a friend to your cousin, it meant a lot to me then as it does now. You were always very respectful and well mannered, and didn't mind showing love to your family. We will miss you, but we have some wonderful memories to remind us that you had an impact upon our lives, and for that we will be forever grateful. Thank you Charlene, for sharing him with us, we love you and will continue to pray for strength and comfort for our family.

Nephew you always put a smile on my face no matter how I was feeling I knew the moment that I saw you it would be hey auntie I love you how are you doing and a kiss on the cheek and the forehead. Justin you always brought light to the family with that beautiful smile I can't stop thinking about you touching me on the shoulders and saying how are you doing auntie I just didn't know that would be the last time I see you or hear your voice again. I haven't slept since you you were called home but I can't question God and ask why I just know that I'm so heart broken and upset and you're not here to tell me it's going to be okay auntie we will all be okay this is really hard for me you were my baby Justin that's why I took you to Georgia with me and was sad when you left but it was a choice you made and I had to accept it. I wish that I had been there to help you and to comfort you and to tell you that I love you like I did often when I would see you. I remember the talks I've had with you and the tears we both shed while talking over the phone but I always told you Justin you're going to be alright keep your head up your no longer a drive or phone call away because you've gained your angel wings. I've been thinking about how you've grown to be a man remembering this little outgoing baby grow up to be the smart outgoing person I knew you to be. It's hard Justin I've had my moments of anger and sadness my emotions being everywhere because this wasn't suppose to happen to you being taken away from us at 21 years old. I sat in your room with the door closed crying hoping to see your face and hear your voice I've often thought about calling your cell phone to hesr your voice I've watched video's of you to see the vibrant you and to hear your voice and see that smile of yours Justin Cole I will always love you my chocolate baby whom I teased by saying you were the families Morris Chestnut only better may you rest in paradise with God and the rest of our family I love you baby boy.